Exploring the Power of Need

I wrote a post a while back about The Power of Need. I’ve been thinking about this energy lately because of how it affects me. I have again had a situation where I needed to work in a higher capacity. And once again I found myself feeling more connected to the universe, even finding a sense of peace that I rarely experience. Now that the need has passed, my energy is going down and I experienced a small emotional crash after this occurred.  I find myself interested in preventing this crash in the future because I suspect situations like this will come into my life again. Next question is how do I prevent this crash that is sure to come again?

This week I made a connection with connecting with this power of need. I realized that most of the time when I tap this energy is when others need help. But when I need to help myself I get stuck and shut myself out. I realized that when I can figure out how to tap the power of my need that I might be able to regulate the energy and keep myself from the emotional crashes that I go through. The problem I have now is that I have no idea how I tap into this energy. In looking back I can see that this information provides an explanation for periods of feeling extra connected and then feeling down after the need passed. But I have tapped this energy unconsciously and without realization of what I was doing.

This year has been an exploration in seeing how psychic energy could explain how I react to life.  In order to explore this I am trying a guided meditation. I am still exploring this so I don’t have an answer yet but I feel that I will find one if I continue this way. I start of my mediation with the following imagery.  I picture myself in a house that is made up of several connected units. When I start each unit is dark and without power. What I am trying to do is figure out how to connect the power to myself and use that to power up the various units of the house.  When I started I had help from a guide and I was able to connect in and power up several of the units.  The power was provided by others who needed help. Now I am trying to figure out how to connect to my need in order to power up a unit. Right now I am still fumbling around in the dark trying to find the power cord so I have a little ways to travel. I suspect I will find an answer, I am learning that persistence can answer many questions, eventually.